Alien Vessel – Dean Simon

taught me maths and how to survive

My name is Dean Simon I’m 37 and live in Berkshire, I come from a mixed background and have always loved reading poetry and writing. Recently after finishing a script with a family member I decided to try writing poetry and after completing a few poems now would like to share to see others thoughts.

Alien Vessel

Darkness and creaking

Painful wails then sleeping

Water splash, heads bashed

Ebb, flows then peaking

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Why wasn’t I quicker

Should’ve listened to sister

Onboard this giant coffin

Faecal smells; fits and coughing

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Should’ve listened to father

Become a sheep herder

Now shackled like cattle

Alien smells Alien prattle

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Packed in like taro patch

Many souls soon dispatch

Breath warm blood tasted

Should’ve listened a life wasted

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Should’ve listened to the old slave man,

One we bought from caravan,

He said they’d come for us too,

Took his family across big blue,

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Aliens on the alien vessel

Don’t value life they value metal

No escape I must remember

Play the game; feign surrender

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Remember listening to the old man

He knew science and read Koran

taught me maths and how to survive

How to smelt metals and skin hide

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When I’m loose of these chains

When I’m free from these aliens

When I’m sure clear of death

I’ll build again remembering

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Darkness and creaking

Painful wails then sleeping

Water splash, heads crash

Ebb, flows then peaking.

Dean Simon

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Leaving you, looking back – Sue Proffitt

You occupy silent space

Leaving you, looking back

for Hazel

It started with an alien thing

tracked in the deep space of your body,

sucking a kidney. Expelled with its prize,

but not before a tumour-stream of stars

metastasises, bright on the screen.

–

I’m imagining crystals you said,

weeks later, shining inside.

Sitting with you at home,

spring sunlight shifts the goldfish

in the pond, nuzzles out-nosing bulbs.

–

The air around you inhales

and stops.

You occupy silent space

whilst sounds surround you –

kitchen-business, radio, birds.

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Nights dislocate. You finger fear

along the edge of hours – stay with me.

Oh, but you travelled wildly those nights.

Barbados, Hawaii, memory’s miasma

glittering, hijacking the dark.

–

In freefall now, in the half-light

of your hospital room the fragments

of your still-embodied self unravel.

Help me stand you beg

but I can’t – your atrophied weight

too great, too frail

–

instead I press my palms

into your soles hard,

pushing my guilt against you.

I am your ground now.

It isn’t enough.

Sue Proffitt

The Truth – Marc McCann

Lonely as a scarecrow

I began writing a few years ago as a hobby. I find writing poetry to be a positive, creative outlet for my thoughts and feelings. My work has never been previously published in books or journals. I do occasionally share poems on social media.

The Truth

More honest than winter
Night skies tell no lies
Judgement comes regardless
My lies are white

More deadly than ether
Lonely as a scarecrow
Nighttime leaves slowly
My heart is black

More promise than sunshine
Broken hearts, fractured minds
Older than enzymes
My hope is yellow

More real than children’s eyes
medicated, traumatized
Oceans swell with people lie’s
My blood is crimson

Marc McCann

Left Behind – Jaydene Ming

Will he ever find his way back?

My name is Jaydene Ming. I am 17 year old college student currently studying English literature, law and sociology. I have aspirations to further study English at a university level. Hopefully you enjoy this poem as this is the first I have written.

Left behind
By Jaydene Ming

Happiness is a hopeful fantasy.
You can’t truly be happy.
If you can why doesn’t it last?
But to be sad it permeates throughout my life like a blanket of ice.

Disconnecting me from the world
I no longer belong for I am broken.

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There were once ‘men’ I knew
Perhaps my father or my lover.
They both left me. Lonely.
There once profound presence haunts me In that translucent whiskey bottle.
In that smoke from that death machine. I can’t escape this sorrow.
For I am broken.

–
Once filled with light, filled with dark.
I am dim , no longer a spark.
For I am broken by the mischief
Which resided within there heart.
These deceivers have made me a receiver. Yes, indeed now I am a non-believer.
Can I be fixed?

–
I reminisce over the past and it’s unfulfilled promises.
My soul has been taken twice by them. The first time:
It went from Daddy’s little girl
To the girl with the daddy issues. Now A permanent residence of nothingness Tucks me under the covers.

–

Surrounded by this beckoning darkness,
Will he ever find his way back?
Arrived here is nighttime but no one to greet it with once favoured fairytales as that man is gone. Never to return.
Leaving me open to succumb to the reality and the nightmares of this world.
Death is the fate of my innocence for I am broken.

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The second time:
Battered by the harsh reality of tragedy
An outlet of escape was what I was searching for. Now I can say my hearts mission was completed.
That void was now temporarily filled by a sense of security through his big arms.
He was my healer. Never to last.
Slowly but surely unwrapping me of his
Protection I became poorly.
I didn’t realise but
I was getting replaced by another.
Will I recover for now I always wear a cover.
A facade of sorts I carry to bare a shield
Of indestructible concealed emotions.
Defeated. Now I am truly broken.

Jaydene Ming

Cognitive Conflict – Aleena Romaji

To have loved or lost

My name is Aleena Romaji and I am a final year dental student. I enjoy writing in my spare time and have gotten prizes for coming first, second for poetry competitions at my University in previous years. This, however is a first, I haven’t entered online before and I hope this will be the first of many entries.

Cognitive Conflict

Bickering in my mind these two

Was one good and the other not?

–

Stepping stones hazy with contempt

Broken bridging cleverly amend

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Forfeit, elusive bare to first

Perfumed ploughs curtly immersed

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Flickering adornment, a right of passage

Cursing gently towards grand perish

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To have loved or lost, which on verge brought

Hands instinctively to fiery thought.

Aleena Romaji

Venture – Jan McGeachie

Love and affection grows in every way

Born in North London, lived in Suffolk, Scotland and Yorkshire, I have always loved writing and was first told about Maggies by my husband’s Uncle when the first one opened in Scotland, thinking how I would have welcomed it when I lost both parents within weeks of each other. I submit articles to magazines hoping they will be published but aim one day see my vast array of poetry in print and move closer to volunteer at Newark Air Museum.

Dedicated to my sister Sarah Jane Dalton 8.6.1959 – 11.8.2019

VENTURE

Credit to Maggie’s, that defence we seek

Engaging solace to assist the weak

Consolation awaiting the all clear

There for the very person we hold dear

–

Shock, anger, lets battle, all in the mind

Resenting invasion of the mean kind

That encounter, all having to endure

Mutually live through, waiting for the cure

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Love and affection grows in every way

Respect, watching endurance every day

Calm, warmth and comfort by showing the light

Supporting those needy, keeping it bright

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All here united can walk tall with pride

In the knowledge, Maggie’s is on their side

Each journey alone, somehow together

Successful conclusion the endeavour.

(18^th September 2019)

Jan McGeachie

Autumn – Becky Bishop

Vibrant reds and oranges, browns and golden yellows too

I have been writing poetry for about 5 years and have self published a book of ww1/2 themed poems and recently self published a book of over 50 poems for all occasions.

Autumn

After the long, hot days of summer, autumn blows in on the breeze
The leaves change colour, before falling from the trees

Vibrant reds and oranges, browns and golden yellows too
Bold against the greying sky, a spectacular sight to view

The leaves fall to the ground, rustling underfoot
Children splash and jump in puddles, wearing welly boots

Halloween beckons, a time for ghosts and ghouls
Of children collecting sweets, as if they’re precious jewels

A time of spicy aromas and pumpkins glowing bright
Of firework displays and guy fawkes, burned on bonfire night

Horse chestnut trees, make for conker fights
Squirrels bury nuts and acorns, ready for the long cold winter nights

A time for celebrating the harvest, the autumn equinox brings a harvest moon,
Until autumn fades away and crickets chirp their final tunes

©beckybishop

A Far Away Place – Arianne Jones

A trafficked slave, no longer fit to serve

I am Arianne Jones (16) from New Zealand but living in the UK for school. I moved over here on my own, and want to try new things. Here is my poem called “A Far Away Place”. It is about a human trafficking slave and their ‘escape’. This is my one of my first ever poem/writing competition.

A Far Away Place

Arianne Jones

A long journey stands in front of me,

Calling me forth, almost begging me;

Asking me to leave my home,

My life, my worth, my love, my dreams.

Things that were once a prominent part of me.

–

I join.

–

I prepare,

For the torturous conversations that lie ahead,

Everlasting speech,

Forever I will have them alone.

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Alone.

–

For a single soul will

Never be blessed again with the sight

Of my disarray, my disorder, this imbroglio.

Never again, I promise.

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I promise.

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I will cross lava filled cities;

with diamonds that rain down and slice my cheeks,

with my feet dripping candle wax, and my hair ablaze.

I will keep that promise.

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I will.

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I will sink to the bottom of the ocean;

With a fired match as my light, and my skin turning 100 years old,

Crumbling, burnishing and face the monsters of the deep.

I will keep that promise.

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Watch me.

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I will go into hell, let the fire rush over me;

Slice Beelzebub’s horn off and have the demons

Bite at my feet, and claw me down

I will keep my promise.

–

I promise.

–

Trust me, I won’t break it,

I want it to keep, like in fire I do.

I will do it all to never be seen once more.

To be forgotten,

–

Finally.

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To be flamed and forgotten.

Forgiven?

A worthy full life shall fall;

To the heavens as my soul is burnt.

This is where my journey is heading,

A heady, mighty descent.

–

One’s free fall.

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A reduction of my body;

Into a worthless bundle,

No more a burden,

No talisman for the ages.

–

No angel or archangel will keep me

From my destination, my destiny,

And final resting place. It can close;

The door on my face and be happy –

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That I will hurt no more.

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Bury me hundred feet down,

Bury me a thousand,

Just burn me.

I beg you.

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Light the fire and see me rise

from the flames to my rightful place,

and let the angels burst back,

to the heavens.

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Forget me; Remember me not.

I was me.

An escapee of the torture, an escapee of life,

An escapee of misery and pain.

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A trafficked slave, no longer fit to serve

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To be in happiness, an eternity of one.

–

A joyous occasion it must be;

To set me off on this final journey.

To have it welcome me in open arms that wrap around me;

caressing, burning my skin.

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The fourth degree.

The hider of my scars.

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The giddy, nauseating smell that overwhelms me before I am welcomed on this journey.

Liquid petrol causes my everlasting delectation.

–

Was I ever sane?

–

One would say those that can keep fighting,

As the ocean pulls them to misery are insane.

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Or when the words slit their throat,

They run around headless attempting to reattach are insane.

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People who refuse to ‘give up’;

To the overall power are the insane ones.

I am sane.

It seems I am the only soul that has a body;

That has sanity running through their veins,

Pumping their heart.

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A normal existence.

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Rationality is key. Happiness is the lock.

–

So, I continue on my journey,

A hint of self-assurance in my falling soul.

The crackle pop of the journey the surrounds me is loud in my ear

As it drinks the liquid that had once engulfed me.

–

Walking nightmare I am,

or so I am told.

–

I walk my journey.

A journey towards happiness,

Away from my owners.

A timeless love will keep.

–

Forever.

–

And I walk off the edge of the world, never to be thought of again.

I am burnt from this planet.

A memory in ashes.

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Destroyed.

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Scattered.

–

Gone.

Arianne Jones

Plastic – Isabelle Sanders

Fish think plastic is food in our oceans of blue

Poem written by Isabelle Sanders aged 8.
Isabelle was inspired to write her poem whilst studying the effects of ‘plastic pollution’ in school.

PLASTIC!

This is an introduction to plastic pollution.
We are drowning the sea you and me.
Our fragile earth is losing it’s worth.
Through plastic pollution changing it’s evolution.
Fish think plastic is food in our oceans of blue.
The damage to us is we are eating it too.
I just wish there were magic potions to save our oceans.

Isabelle Sanders

Lo(nley)ve – Anu

Until one night you said you’ll be back and I never saw you again

My name is Anu and I am 16 year old girl from South London, Bromley. I wrote poetry as a way to communicate, as an outlet, it’s my therapy and I enjoy sharing that with people.

Lo(nley)ve

The feeling you’re holding tightly onto something you feel you want and need.

The fact I can have you to myself and you’re my only excuse for greed.

To be with you, not without was my one hearts wish, to share with you that beautiful true loves kiss.

Because that’s what I thought you were, my one true love.

But you started to lose interest and ‘I love you’ became a phrase, is it something I did or didn’t do that got us into this phase?

After time went on I raised my concern and your reassurance would surely lead me on.

Until one night you said you’ll be back and I never saw you again,

So I sat and there to remain,

Ceased to complain.

Just got out a bottle of wine and drank the pain away.

Because I knew it would happen

I knew we’d get here to the end of this rollercoaster of emotion.

I never knew what love was until my Kingdom had no King.

the butterflies became bees and my heart began to sting

It was nice that for 5 minutes I endured love from someone, it’s bad it ended so quick.

So to never love again or never love the same?

Is what I have to pick.

Anu, Bromley