I will paint myself with candle wax
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The vividness of my
self loathing;
its originality – I am the prodigy again, though
I am not the first person
to have ever hated me.
I will paint myself with candle wax
’til it is a thick and white chrysalis
I can slip from, leaving behind
some skin cells,
fragments of my makeup,
the imprint of the hair near my navel.
I will hang it
high
like an empty white piñata,
loose the rope and watch it fall
to meet the concrete beneath.
I am Samara from The Ring – but upright, not crawling;
and not black and grey, but red;
and not blood red, but a vivid red, like a crab –
and I am spindly and sharp
and emitting a creaking sound
and taking up the whole hallway.
Ugly ugly ugly cloud of venomous roiling sulphuric acid bile,
bottled,
stoppered by the cork of my blonde hair.
Stephanie Davies, London
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