I battle every day

Rob Lowe is a keen and dedicated poet who has been crafting lyrics and prose for many years. We really appreciate his moving contribution which addresses the challenging issue of old age. Many of Rob’s poems have a ‘political thrust’ and have also been published. We thank him very much for ‘An Angry Old Lady’ and we are sure it will leave a lasting impression on you.
AN ANGRY OLD LADY
Two years in this Home
Where I do not want to be;
I had my own home once
But it got too much for me –
Though I was happy there.
–
Here, I am angry and sad:
I change my moods.
They say this is not good;
My son feels I am rude,
And thinks I am confused.
The things I say, though,
I do not always mean;
Yet say them anyway,
To keep them guessing.
–
It is only Polly:
That is what they say.
And I get to know
Items they would rather
Not put on show;
I am good at eavesdropping.
I battle every day,
While the others watch TV –
Get ready my retorts.
God knows what they enter
In their shift reports.
–
“How old are you?” they ask.
I take them to task
When they say: “You don’t look it.”
How do they decide
What my age is meant to look?
“Where are you going, Polly?”
Is another frequent question
When I head towards the door.
I wouldn’t mind so much
If “What are you going for?”
Was what they asked.
But they lack the sense for that.
–
The staff do their best, I know.
But they think me silly. And I am not!
“It is my sort of lunatic
Ensures they get their pay.”
Is what I tell my son. I wish he would stay.
Rob Lowe, Colwyn Bay
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